SAIA BADMOOD+MOODY SESANGAT…

        Tatao kenape mood saia camni malam nim! Tadi saia lapar gilewr tapi skrunk saia wat dunno jep baupown(walaupown, ayat nim adik saia yang gunakan coz dye x panda sebut walaupown) mak masak sedap! Saia xda selera laa. Baupown perut saia berkeroncong, saia ego dan just terperap dalam bilik. Ukan malaz nop g makan tapi saia xda selera nak makan. Saia membisu dan x bercakap terus baupown petang tadi saia bergumbira bersama adik lelaki saia. Kenape saia menjadi sebegini? Kerana lelaki kew? Xla. Saia tertekan coz saem saia dan sal len. Frust gilewr taw. Tadi g library & lepak ngan Najmi coz dye mintak tolong saia install Real Player. Saia x sedar bateri saia low. Saia pown just terus ke library tanpa bawak charger. Tfon plak mapuh kat sane! Nak tfon ayah suh ambik satu hal. Lucky Najmi bagi duit syiling. Papela. Satu ari yang hampeh! Da lame saia x update my blog~Unperfectful Gurlz 93~. Ntahla, papepown saia tension coz ade saem p xleh tuloms saia mase saia susah(charger saia rowsack tadi). Tension gilewr! Papela. Give me more accuse! Btowl x ayat omputih sal nim! Hampeh arr saem camni, time dye, sume saia tuloms. Papela! Da la banyak kecim saia tapi saia lop lu. Bia ye puah Cim saia, nanti adela happy ending akan berlaku. Saia ukan jahat p saia juz nak bagi dye pengajaran skit! Nak kecim saia pown, bia logic skit! Ya Allah,. Kembalikanlah senyuman saia! Saia senyum tapi tawar! Saia nak senyum tapi mulut saia bertegas muncung! YA ALLAH, REDHAI KETULUSAN HATI. YA ALLAH, BERI AKU KESABARAN. YA ALLAH, AKU SANGGUP BERKORBAN. DEMI RAHMATMU, YA ALLAH. Kata hati merayu aku pergi, meninggalkan dirimu, tapi ku tak berdaya. Mengapa kasih harus ku alami. Setelah aku korban segala-galanya. Sanggup ku harungi hidup bersama dirimu. Meninggalkan semua yang aku cintai. Lagu JIKA KAU KEKASIH daripada Linda Nanuwil berkumandang. Kenape dengan saia nim? Pulihkan keadaan diri saia seperti sediakala. PLEASE! Bsowk ade kelas computer, bile la nak abiz nim! Nanti masuk form Six, mne ade mase ag nak belajar! Stop dulu la..moody gilewrs!!!

BEREHAT BERSAMA KIT KAT..SAIA BADMOOD+MOODY=I’M SORRY A LOT !!!

INSAN BIASA…

    Satu hari yang indah dlm tahun 2011. ISNIN. Bangun awal ari nim. Ari nim jep! Haha. Erm tadi Nnaa teman Kak Long Nnaa g Klinik Rawatan Ibu & Anak. Dye ajop Nnaa coz dye bawak dua budop kecik yang comel tep! Sorang Muhd Afiq Hakimie (3 tahun) dan yang sorang ag Muhd Aqil Hakimie (5 bulan). Buas(kate owg ganu tapi bahasa kamus NAKAL)  goh la Afiq! Huhu. Dop chakap layan dye. Ekpown mase Kak Long bawak Aqil jupe doctor, Nnaa jadik mama Afiq! Haha.. Yer r tu. Muka cam Nnaa nop jadik mama owg! Dop lepas ase! Tadi Nnaa beken owh layan Afiq. Tape-tape, blom cube blom taw! Macam-macam ragam owg Nnaa tgop tadi. Yang dashyat budop umor muda dari Nnaa ade dua owg dowh anok! Nnaa x puas ag remaja tapi minah tu selambe jep! Scha yunk ngat muda-muda ag da jadi mak owg! Padahal masa remaja nim laa waktu ntuk kerja kew apa kew !! Tapela..LIFE MUST GO ON ! Nnaa termenung panjang tadi fikir camnelah kalo Nnaa yang jadi ibu! Haha. Khoya Nnaa owp tapi gitula! Xleh bayangkan gane la Nnaa mase perut Nnaa memboyot ekg! Jadik Chubby! Haha. Mesti sweet owp!! Khoya! Kehidupan berumahtangga amat sukar! Nnaa kan minah udang, xkan everyday nop masak lauk udang! Haha! X abis2 berangan Nnaa owp! Papepown Nnaa mau sambung blaja ag! EDUCATION IS MOST IMPORTANT IN MY LIFE !!! Nop kije dap lu bwu pkir sal mase depan owh!!! Tapi Nnaa memang suke BABY !!! seriously! Nnaa sedih + kecewa + terkilan + nop nangis ase bile kuar ctew sal buang baby! X baik owh..xmoo baby v r ke Nnaa. Soh r pah buang lam tong sampah, sungai dan sbg!!! Ce tgop gak natang ehh salohh binatang, mane ade wat gitu!!! Macam-macam zaman leni !!! Nnaa memang tersentuh sangat-sangat sal BUANG BABY !!! okay la..cakap banyop x gune gak !!! mikir diri la masing – masing neh !!! besar jalo dowh kan!!! SALAM !!!

 NNAA_. CHUBBY.COMING SOON..(ONLY PIPI JEWRK)

        camne nak chubby kan pipi saia erk? Just pipi jewk!  Saia kesunyian? Ntahla. Saia rindukan dye la. Who?ex behperen la. Minah yang suke sangat kencing saia tue! Dye anta mcj tapi my mom x bagi saia kawan dgn dye la..stop sal tadi..erm, saia suke awak, saia scha yunk awak..papela..camne nak suh dye approve saia balik?

        Jom layan Anak Mami kat TV3..dapdapdap..erm, nak wat ape arin nim erk? Tanak online jewk! Leh menjemukan mata gak..erm, bsok masuk form six! Ape persiapan saia erk? 

        Nak tulih pew erk? Dap au la..papepown saia nak pipi saia CHUBBY..sweet owp kalo chubby???

˙˙nɯuɐʞnpuıɹǝɯ nʞ˙˙nʞɐ uɐʞɹɐƃuǝp˙˙ɐuɐɯıp ɐpɐ oɐʞu˙˙ıƃɐן ʍɐʇ ʞɐʇ undıʞsǝɯ˙˙nɯɐɾnɯǝɯ nןɐןǝs uɐʞ nʞ˙˙uɐןɐɾɹǝq dnƃƃƃuɐs ɥısɐɯ˙˙uɐןɐɾɹǝq ɐsıq ɥısɐɯ˙˙nʞɐ ɐɯɐןǝs

Terubat suda!!!     

        Saia add dye tapi dye wat dunno jewk!!! So, senang ctew saia cancel friend request laa. Saia rndu nak bace status/link/photo kat wall dye! Tapi dye wat private la. Sedeyh la. Huhu, last2 saia tgop info dye, ade www.blogspot dye. Saia bace sume. Terubat ati saia! Rindu komen2 dengan dye! Kenkadang kite buke fb kazen dye ntuk tengop pic dye! Gilewr lol! Ntahla.kenape perkare tue berlaku mase saia tengah scha yunk gilewr dye! Why???

DEAR GOD = AVENGED SEVENFOLD

A Lonely Road
Crossed Another
Cold State Line
Miles away
From those I Love
Purpose hard to Find

While I Recall all the World
You Spoke to me
Can't help but wish that
i Was There
back Where I'd love to be..

oh yeah..


Dear God
The Only think I ask
of you is
to hold her when
i'm not around
When I'm Much
too Far away

We all
Need the person
who Can be
True to you
But I left her when
I found Her
And Now i wish
i'd Stayed

'Cause i'm Lonely
and i'm Tired
i'm Missing You
again Oh No..

Once Again

There's Nothing
Her For Me on
The Barren Road
There's No One
Here While The
City Sleeps
and all the shops
Are closed

Can't Help but
think of the times
i've had With You
Pictures and some
Memories will have
to help me through

Oh Yeah..

Dear God
The Only think I ask
of you is
to hold her when
i'm not around
When I'm Much
too Far away

We all
Need the person
who Can be
True to you
But I left her when
I found Her
And Now i wish
i'd Stayed

'Cause i'm Lonely
and i'm Tired
i'm Missing You
again Oh No..

Once Again

Some Search,
Never Finding away
Before Love They
Waste away
I found You
Something told Me
to stay

I gave in,
to selfish ways
and how i Miss
Some One to Hold
When hope Begins
to Fade

A Lonely Road
Crossed Another
Cold State Line
Miles away
From those I Love
Purpose hard to Find

Dear God
The Only think I ask
of you is
to hold her when
i'm not around
When I'm Much
too Far away

We all
Need the person
who Can be
True to you
But I left her when
I found Her
And Now i wish
i'd Stayed

'Cause i'm Lonely
and i'm Tired
i'm Missing You
again Oh No..

Once Again

Ohhh...

Yeah..